So after my second beta came back at 277, I felt this wave of relief; like I could breathe a little bit. Well, that didn't last long. My first u/s is in 2 weeks and I am DYING to get in. They wanted me to come in a little bit later so they could guarantee (hopefully, fingers crossed) a heartbeat. So I go in on 2/24 at 6w5d..... this will be the longest 2ww of my life. I thought once I got pregnant, things would be less stressful LOL
I will say I decided to try and enjoy this pregnancy once we hear things look good. I don't want to look back and regret having not enjoyed it. It took us too damn long to get here, and I realized if something is going to happen, it will happen whether I worry or not!
I still count my blessings every night. I cannot believe this is actually happening to me!
Hey Papps :)I can appreciate how you're feeling. I was so worried for pretty much all of my first trimester that I feel bad about it now. I wish I could be a more calm, relaxed person and just live in the moment!! Try and enjoy each day and I can't wait for the report on 2/24!
ReplyDeleteI feel ya. I will see it dragggeeeed through til my first appt. and then promptly sped up. Good luck. ;)
ReplyDeleteYay!! The next 9 months are going to FLY by!! I am so excited for you!!!
ReplyDeleteYay! Good luck at your u/s!
ReplyDeleteit does get easier...I promise! I completely understand the horrors of the first few months though. It was hard for me to connect with the baby since I was always worrying I'd lose it. But I promise...you will enjoy it! Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteI agree with Pink. It will take what feels like forever to get to your first u/s, and then graduate from the RE. I feel like it has started to go much faster once I reached 9 weeks for some reason.
ReplyDeleteGood luck Papps!! You know we are all here cheering you on! Can't wait to hear about your ultrasound :)
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