I hate the unknown. Seriously, I've never been patient. Infertility kind of has forced you into it, but I fight :)
Tomorrow is a big day for MH and I. If our beta comes back positive, and all goes well, we'll have a take home baby. If it's negative, we will stop treatments for a while. We were going to wait up to a year, but found out some of my meds expire in June, so we might try another one then.
I always try to prepare myself by looking forward- what the next cycle brings us, and how much closer we could be to our dream. This time is different. I have no cycle coming up, no chance of said baby. This scares the living shit out of me.
I guess all I can do is expect the worst, hope for the best. Uplifting right?
Papps! I'll be thinking of you! (((hugs))) Hoping for the best!
ReplyDeleteIve been thinking about you the last few days wondering when the big day was...Im saying prayers and sending good beta vibes your way!! Cant wait for an update!
ReplyDeleteI really hope this is it for you! I'm crossing my fingers for awesome news tomorrow!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and hoping for nothing but good things for you Papps!!
ReplyDeleteI really hope you get fantastic news tomorrow! You're so strong to wait it out and not POAS! Good luck:)
ReplyDeleteGood luck tomorrow! I hope you get good news!
ReplyDeleteFingers crossed for you Papps!!
ReplyDeleteWishing you nothing but luck and love for tomorrow!
ReplyDeleteGood luck tomorrow!! My beta is tomorrow too, so I'm in the same boat with you.
ReplyDeleteOMG!!! So soon!! I will definitely be thinking of you and praying for you that THIS IS IT! Much love babe!!!
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Good luck, Papps! You're in my thoughts and prayers! <3
ReplyDeleteBest of luck today!!
ReplyDeleteLove you lady!!!
ReplyDeleteBest of luck!!! I have been thinking of you and praying for a positive beta!
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