Blog Name Change

Ok, so I'm hoping with your help, we can come up with a new blog title. I have been thinking about it a lot recently, and just think it's a good idea. HOWEVER, I'm drawing a blank. I mean really, it's been a struggle.

Soooooooooo, for those of you who know me, what would be a well suited blog name for my blog? It can be anything (though I would like it to have some relation to our struggle of getting pg since I talk a lot about our journey).

Thank you thank you thank you in advance for anyone who tosses out ideas!

xoxo
-Papps

Edited- Since I can't comment :(
Those are both pretty good! I just don't know what I want though. I may steal those so you better ask for rights now :)

After a long internal debate.....

I decided to show myself. LOL

I always love it when I see what others look like, so I thought I'd out myself. (Granted, I tried to pick a picture that left a little to the imagination, but still let you see who you've been talking to over the years)


I had just hiked up to the top of this hill! (It was for 32nd birthday)

Two of the worlds best nephews....

and they're all mine! (**PIP's removed**) I will say leaving them made my IF hurt worse, but over all it was the best trip! I love those guys <3

On topic- I have an ultrasound tomorrow to check for follie size and count. If all goes well, we'll trigger soon and IUI to shortly follow! Wish us luck!!

Aaaaaaaaand I'm off!

Just finished packing and we leave tomorrow for Cali! Yay! I just finished wrapping my nephew's birthday present (he's turning 3) so I got him tons of Thomas the Train stuff (His fav at the moment I hear).

I'll miss you ladies.... see ya on the flipside!
xoxo
-Papps

The New Me

Ok, so I thought since it's been light years since I have posted this, I thought I would update.

I've been a naughty girl. When I had to switch jobs for the month, I fell so far off the wagon it's not even funny. DH wasn't able to go at the times I needed to go, so I just didn't go. To add insult to the situation, I even ate worse. I haven't weighed myself yet, but will tomorrow and post and update in here. (I'll be the first to admit I'm pretty scared)

BUT, with all that said, I've started going back to the gym this past week, and have started eating better again. I plan to hopefully use Spark People to enter in my foods for the day to track calories etc....

It feels good to be back :)

cd1

So there really was no need to test this morning, AF showed in the middle of the night. I did test just to rule anything out, but it was negative of course. Thank you all for the good thoughts and wishes :)

POAS'ing tomorrow @ 15 dpo

So, I just found out that I won't be able to make my beta due to conflicting work schedules with my new job. Eh, whatev. So I decided if AF doesn't show up by tomorrow morning I would just POAS. I'm pretty positive we're out this cycle, but since my longest LP on clomid (or ever for that matter) has been 14 dpo, I figured I would do it tomorrow.

My blood pressure rises at the thought of seeing another negative test, but I suppose the optimist in me says "What if Papps, what if" I'll update in here no matter what :)

FAIL

**WARNING- adult language**

Not sure why the fuck I can't get pregnant. I mean really? There are morons who get KTFU no problem, and yet we just can't seem to make it happen. I know it ain't over until the fat lady sings..... but I just heard her warming up in her dressing room. With this massive temp drop, it looks like AF is coming earlier than normal. Yippie!

I start my new-old job today, and now I sit here in tears, wondering how the fuck I can put on my game face yet again and push through the day. I seriously hate this shit. I'm so mad at the world I just don't know what to do anymore.

How many sad tears do I need to shed before I can get some happy one's? Why am I not meant to be a mom yet?

My mummy cupcakes

::gigglesnort::
They certainly look nothing like the model I used, but eh, they were tasty! LOL

Mine:

This is so awesome!

Julian Beever and Kurt Wenner rock my world. Every time I see this, I just look in awe. I wish they would come to my city and create some art! I'm sure most of you have seen this before, but for those who haven't...... their pictures are all on regular city streets/malls floors etc.








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