Monday, October 4, 2010

FAIL

**WARNING- adult language**

Not sure why the fuck I can't get pregnant. I mean really? There are morons who get KTFU no problem, and yet we just can't seem to make it happen. I know it ain't over until the fat lady sings..... but I just heard her warming up in her dressing room. With this massive temp drop, it looks like AF is coming earlier than normal. Yippie!

I start my new-old job today, and now I sit here in tears, wondering how the fuck I can put on my game face yet again and push through the day. I seriously hate this shit. I'm so mad at the world I just don't know what to do anymore.

How many sad tears do I need to shed before I can get some happy one's? Why am I not meant to be a mom yet?

10 comments :

  1. I am so sorry, Papps, it really sucks. I don't know what to say to make you feel better, but want to send you big hugs anyway and let you know that I think of you.

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  2. It really fucking sucks, Papps, and it's fucking unfair.

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  3. (((((((()))))))) I love you and I'm sorry and I wish I could take away your tears. I wish I could make it all better.

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  4. Sorry! There is always hope in the future paps. Fingers crossed for you.

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  5. I'm so sorry! I really do wish you didn't have to go through this shit. It's so not fair! **hugs** <3 you!

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  6. Oh Pappsy!!! I wish i could take all your pain away and make it all better! I really mean that!! I hate seeing you so heart broken and life really isn't fucking fair. I don't get it at all. It makes me angry for you!!
    I love you!!! xoxoxo

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  7. Wish I could wrap my arms around you. Xoxo. Hang in there.

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  8. I hate that you're going through this.

    hugs.

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  9. I really wanted this to be it for you. Many prayers to you.
    -Milliways

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